Oksana

Oksana
When I wrote this
I wasn’t on your level

I was a Steer
Living in fear of becoming chopped liver
Turns out I’m no cow

I’m now becoming lyrically inclined
At Developing these Rhymin schemes
Let me paint you a picture of the behind the scenes

All the crazy shit anchored me in time
My momma came by my side,
Stayed in her prime
Lost her obese anchor

Cut loose the chain on her marriage

Freeed the noose he used to construed
You into believin you were a Recluse

When you were at your darkest
I loved you regardless
You’re my Rock and Band
Always held my hand.

Kept me alive, when you were struggling to survive the baring weight you’ve ve been caring on your back for years,
before he disappeared.

Ghosted

While I got toasted

Trying to cope with the abuse you put us through

Don’t lie

Remember the time you got home mad,
pulled my ass to the back and tried to beat it?

I do,
You never came near it
That was just a taste of what is to be expected

You became a lard
who’s a pissed of prick
with a shrimp dick

Go keep looking around for a bitch ,
to lick ,
the dick,
I sadly have to say, is the reason I’m here with y’all today

Getting hatin on for living with my Mom
So what?
I love her. If I could move out I wouldn’t
I love her cookin

She’s going to be looking and booking flights around the world
Looking for the crater she helped me climb out and thrive.

Now all she does survive is breath, RESCUE ME, in my Time of NEED!

No need to plead,
Go be alive
Your turn to thrive

Go enjoy Greece, with a Niece.

I’ll be building Ohana with Oksana
Doing random shit
Living her world if she’ll let me
We won’t be watching the espies

We’ll be on everyone’s rosters
With fosters
Winning oscars
Cooking the lobsters we caught.
Can I have a shot?

You told me a Sea Turtle was your spirit animal
We’ll I’m an adult animal
Who’s got two tattooed
Next to his heart for you.

I’m not the same physically
But this is what it took so I can lyrically impress the world
More Importantly you

Who knew it would take the one guiding me,
Going to Peru and meeting you,
Tripping on Ayahuasca,
to be a true clue to see you for the first time at Tourmaline.
A far from rural scene.

You saw through my issues
Saw who I wanted to be.
I thought you found me interesting
Hence my pestering

Let’s be the calm to each others storms
Enjoy the clear sky’s to match your eyes
That tell no lies
I’m glad my mom never lied

She’s a saint
Who sent you to my new favorite beach
Put you in my reach
Your not a ten.
You’re an eleven point seven
She sent from heaven

If you’re feeling it
I’ll be your chameleon
Be whoever you need me to be,
A chef, a lover, a provider?

I got it covered
I’ll never stop being a writer
Still working
Not lurking in your shadow.

Those don’t exist in our world
We light each other’s up
While we tidy up where ever we live.

I just wish to visit often,
Let my mother have a room regardless
Where ever in the world she is visiting
Having coffee with a smile
Meeting her idols

You mind driven?
I’m a be crying in your arms
While my moms having a welp
Handing in her resignation
We both stood there in disbelief

Next thing you know we are on the streets handing out merch you designed
Leaving no one behind

Not all the capita from Oksana will come to me,
Some is going to a charity you can decide.

I can reside anywhere with you for awhile before the aisle

Hopefully your first time hearing this
Will be hand in hand
Becoming the lead singers
To each others band.